Aloha everyone!
It has been a long time since I have written on this site. Thanks for being so patient with me. 2020 has been difficult for me as I assume it has been for a lot of people in various ways. I haven’t been writing at all because I wasn’t really sure what I even wanted to say…I have not been feeling very inspired as of late. My self-esteem in terms of how qualified/relevant I think that I am has also played a large part. However, I feel a pull that it is time for me to return to this site, my audience, and my writings. Hopefully they have helped you in some way as much as they help me!
I hope everyone had a safe any easeful new year and if you didn’t that is ok too; life isn’t always made of ups. I am going to update my others pages as well with new books I have read as well as new podcasts. I have been on a podcast binge the last few weeks!
A little update on my life: I am back on the Big Island of Hawaii and am starting my second quarter of graduate school next week. I am studying Consciousness and Transformation. This is something that I have thought about doing for years but was always afraid to do. I did not know if it was right for me or what I would do with the degree. To be honest I was afraid of spending a lot of money on school and not knowing if I would get a job that would help me to pay back my loans. But that is what life is about I guess, taking leaps of faith and not knowing where we may land.
Which takes me to my next subject. I have decided to leave Hawaii as it does not feel right for me to be here any longer. This has been hard for me as I will be leaving behind someone that means a lot to me. Life is hard and I’ve come to realize that I won’t be able to live it fully withou suffering at times. This has been a difficult realization but one that has helped me to feel more humble and calm about the present and the future. I am not sure where I’ll go next but I am optimistic it is somewhere that is meant for me to be.
Mahalo,
Rylee
